Ocdbloggergirl's Blog: OCD, Life, and Other Misunderstandings

More Mental Malaise, Less Donald Trump

Flea — October 30, 2019

Flea

I am a flea; just a minor annoyance

to be swatted away.

I hop around your ankles,

hoping to be noticed,

but you crush me dead.

Roses Discount Department Store Shoe Clearance Haul — October 17, 2019
Dollar Tree Nonfiction Book Haul — October 11, 2019
I’m Really Scared — October 7, 2019

I’m Really Scared

I don’t know why they haven’t sent out a message to renew my lease. My lease expired October 4th, and I’ve read state law prevents landlords from not renewing leases without 30 days notice BEFORE the lease expires. I’m still scared though, and what if they hike it up since last year’s hurricane destroyed cheaper apartments in the region.

They’re rolling out a new form of Medicaid, and one wrong choice could ruin my special assistance I get from Medicaid. I’d call my social worker, but I can’t stand that woman. I called Medicaid and they’re going to send me a form to stay on “direct Medicaid,” because I have “behavioral health issues.” ‘Behavioral Health’ sounds twice as bad to me as ‘mental health, but what do I know?

Then what really upsets me is I get roped in to watching my ‘friend’s’ 4 dogs for 2 weeks while she goes to Nova Scotia.She never bothered to tell me it would be 2 weeks instead of one, how much bus money she’s leaving me, who do I contact in emergency. I doubt unless she gets an international plan, I could contact her, and she doesn’t want me to sully her Facebook with my presence. So yeah, I get 2 weeks of Diverticulitis Poppy shitting up my friend’s house with her loose excrement everywhere and Dudley the smelly shitzu who won’t stop licking my face no matter how many times I push him away. The two other dogs are fine, as is her cat.

OK kids, here’s a helpful hint: If someone used to be your mental health nurse wants to be your friend later, she may be planning on using you. I should have known years ago when this first happened that it’s never my charming personality.

I can’t handle all of this at once. The uncertainty of everything.

Inner Peace

True wealth is the wealth of the soul

Jalvis Quotes

Poems, Literature, Articles, Musings & Quotes Collection - By Vishal Dutia

The Back Channel

Learning without thought is labor lost; thought without learning is perilous. - Confucius

Light Play ~ Revitalize

we are fish that play in a sea of light

JMac's Journal

A Poet's Paradise

A Crazy Man With A Blog

I'm Not Going Crazy, I'm Already There!

Diary of a Disabled Person.

Disability Doesn't Mean I Can't

Tree of Logic

Never Let Fear Decide Your Fate

I don't want to exist. I want to live.

A blog about living with mental health problems.

TraSa897 Foundation

The TraSa897 Foundation is a Vietnamese non-profit organization

#MILLENNIALLIFECRISIS

I dont have the answers, just a lot of questions.

Road to a Healthier Life

Steering You towards a Healthier Happier Life

Ebony and Crows

A dark spill of worlds and words

Lampelina

never learns ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

How to be cool

Making People Cool and Author

Kevin McCready

Thoughts on a mechanistic universe

TwitterGamesBlog.wordpress.com

A courtesy calendar of ALL scheduled hashtag games & some other fun stuff to do on Twitter

Top 10 of Anything and Everything - The Fun Top Ten Blog

Animals, Gift Ideas, Travel, Books, Recycling Ideas and Many, Many More

Holiday Royal Way

Travel for Fun and Adventure

Staying Fit and Healthy

Health, Wellness, Lifestyle, Spontaneity

Longreads

The best longform stories on the web

An Awkwardly Magnificent Life

A blog about mental health, self acceptance, and embracing all the magnificentally awkward moments along the way.

Maranda Russell

Autism, Depression, and Chronic Pain - Oh My!

Only Michy

Adulting One Day At A Time

EnigmaDebunked

Thoughts that provoke yours.

OCDude

A dude with OCD

OCD, A Life of Three

Me, my husband, and his OCD

Life With Personality Disorders.

Diary of a mentally Ill man.

Disorderly Politics

because labels are hard

when Justin Feinstein and Gerald Clancy agree, what would Patricia Gay and Nagisa Yamazaki do on Valmont Street?

emotions on a tightrope above our heads when modern technology places all of us in a toothspoon

TomSlatin.com

Writing, Photography, and Website Design

Video Games Guide - PS Vita, PS3, Xbox , Wii - BestVideoGames.site

Video Games Guide - PS Vita, PS3, Xbox , Wii

The Dopamine Queen

Slow Motion Accident - Mental Health Advocate - Crisis Counselor - Bipolar 1

welcome to my blog

blogging, christianity, google, life, blog,

Everything Is Hack!

Find here all information on mental health, travel tips, and generally lifestyle questions answered! Whatever you need to know, this is the place for you.

Irina's Poetry Corner

Your reason and your passion are the rudder and the sails of your seafaring soul. ~Kahlil Gibran

IT'S POETRY. IT'S HISTORY.

feel. write. make poetry.

RTW Roxy

A girl travelling around the world on a motorcycle.

%d bloggers like this: